Sceadufaex

Now that you have gone away I feel so cold, why did I stay? Dreams. One can't control them. One has to experience them. Stand by helplessly when they slip from your hand. The Doctor accompanies me often. Very often. And yet, I can never follow him. Remember, I'll remember your face so pale when you left me on that gloomy day... Every time, every single time I die, leave another scar deep within him. Hurt him and have to watch how he is torn apart. The moment when his face turns ashen, when he knows that he can't help me. And never, not a single time I'm able to tell him, it's OK. That I have to leave him behind. Time goes by, memori

In deinen Augen... ... so verletzbar und still kann ich das Kind sehen, dass nur Einsamkeit kannte. ... so unerreichbar fern kann ich den Menschen sehen, der du versuchst zu sein. ... so unbeschwert lachend kann ich den Menschen sehen, der sich in dir verbirgt. ... so empfindsam und rein kann ich sehen, wie du fühlst. In your eyes... ... so vulnerable and silent, I can see the child that only knew solitude. ... so inaccessible, I can see the man you try to be. ... so bright laughing, I can see the man that is hiding inside. ... so sensitive and pure, I can see how you feel.